Leaving离开

要走了。Matriculation的上诉，我得到了。被派去Kedah。29号就要走了。。一切都在今天内知道。要做的准备很多。。要买的东西也很多。。。改变的也很多。。心理的调适也需要很多。。放不下的。。。更多。嗯。。怎么说。。不是不想去。。只是会有点不舍。。对你、对他(她)、对我，都放不下。。时间的确是不太长，只是会担心，会害怕，会牵挂。。可能。。这一次的离开。。我真的什么都做不到。。时间真的不多。。我只想让你知道。。我也不想要在这么狼狈的情况下走。。有很多事没做到。。有很多事也许一直都做不到。。可能是不敢。。可能是不想。。可能是不能。。。
“离开是否是离开？再见是否会再见？”

Have I Told You Lately

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there's no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness
take away all my sadness
ease my troubles that's what you do

For the morning sun in all it's glory
greets the day with hope and comfort too
You fill my life with laughter
and somehow you make it better
ease my troubles that's what you do
There's a love that's divine
and it's yours and it's mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
we should give thanks and pray
to the one, to the one

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there's no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness
take away all my sadness
ease my troubles that's what you do

There's a love that's divine
and it's yours and it's mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
we should give thanks and pray
to the one, to the one

And have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there's no one else above you
You fill my heart with gladness
take away my sadness
ease my troubles that's what you do
Take away all my sadness
fill my life with gladness
ease my troubles that's what you do
Take away all my sadness
fill my life with gladness
ease my troubles that's what you do

Mistake犯错

是否。。曾犯下很多错，那学会改了，就是一切重来了，一切都变了？那。。。如果一个人，平时都很检点。。。有一天他(她)犯错，是不是在别人眼中，他(她)就不是原本那乖巧/检点的人了？嗯。。犯错。。一个人，要犯多少错，才是算坏？一个人，不犯错，就是乖(好)？对着同样的人久了。。看过他(她)犯的错。。也认错了。。虽然如此。。从此对他(她)的看法就会不同了。。不是觉得他(她)不好。。就会觉得，对他(她)多多少少不要要求那么多了。。有时，会不想犯错。。可能会有点怕。。尽量不去犯到。。很紧惕自己。。不给自己松懈的机会。。不想在别人眼中改变。。觉得自己是那种一松懈就会放纵，就会犯错，就会乱来的人。。所以，宁愿自己不松懈。。只求能凡事能做的好。。对于别人，我从不挑剔，对自己。。我会很自厉。。在家人眼中，对我是有期待，有盼望的。。所以。。不想让自己失望。。也不想让他们瞧不起。。相信。。很相信。。自己可以做得好。。所以。。拼了。。我也许跌过。。我也许保持不坏。。但我只想活得好。。即使你们对我的看法也许已经改变了。。